Hi, it's been a while since I last blogged here. Even though I'm not sure if you'll see this on your special day, I'll still say it here. It's been a heck of a ride. 19 years and 365 days has passed since you were brought to this world by the power of God & the undying love of your parents. A lot has happened since then. We grow up, every second, minute, hours, days & through the years. We mature even in the slightest ways possible. 19 years & 365 days has passed, and now an adult, that big 2-n-O.
I'm really thankful for all the things that we have gone through, our laughs, our silence, our cries. Never was a moment that I regret being with you. You lighted up my life & I did yours as well. Those 5 years were special to the both of us. We did anything and everything together. Happiest moments came too. But, I guess its for the better if it is this way, in-order for us to learn & mature for ourselves & as you say, love better. I understand that this is what is needed & is what you want. I'll be okay, as you are going to be too. We'll both be okay, we'll both become stronger & mature. As we are already adults, we are expected to be the mature people, but just never forget to have fun. Live, Laugh, Love. Cry. It's all part of life that we are living in now. But it's never YOLO, we've got to make the right decisions. Our future depends on how we handle it.
I thank you so much for what we have gone through & for what we will go through. It's a never ending process. We do not know what ever lies ahead. Que sera, sera? Whatever happens, happened for a reason. For us to rise up & get successful, or fall into the ground only until to get back up again. I guess, the reason will show itself in the future. We will see & realize what our lives mean to us and to each other. There is no false hope. Believe in ourselves. Have faith in the Lord God, for he knows what he has planned. Let us set ourselves to the right path & correct our wrongdoings.
Be happy, okay? I don't want to see you sad, especially because of me. Even though I am selfish, just as long as you are happy, it will all be alright. Do what is fun, do what makes you happy.
Happy Happy Birthday, Jesyl Gabrielle Villaflor Gubatanga.
Even though we are having a tough time, I will always forever support you on what will make you happy. I am here, and never forget that. It's a long way back, but we'll find each other again someday. We'll find that trust that we lost. I'm sure of it. It's never a goodbye. I'll see you soon, but for now, enjoy your very special day. This is my gift for you on your 20th Birthday, it's what you wanted, but it's what I too have realized that we both need. God Bless. Always. I know you'll take care. I still trust you, you know that. Always PRAY. God is watching, always, every-second/mili-second since the day you came out onto this Earth.
We'll both be waiting and moving at the same time. never cease to grow & learn new things. See the world. Let's aim for the better, and the best. Let us be what we want to be, what we need to be.
It's never just a memory, it's within us.
Someday when we'll find eachother again, let's have a really massive pigout. Catch up of what we have gone through after all those times. Time will mend everything, maybe for a better one, or atleast patch up what was once lost.
But for now, let's enjoy & find out what the world has hidden for us.
Once again, Happy Happy Birthday, Jesyl. I am really glad that we have eachother in our lives. You will always have this special place in my heart, & I know deep in you, you feel the same way about me too.
We made eachother what we are. & Let's continue builiding ourselves for to become the best that we could ever be.
Enjoy your 1st day as an adult, the teen years will always be & forever etched as one of the happiest & craziest times. We will be happy. We will find a way to happy, and be the happiest. God Bless. Take Care.
See you soon, whenever, wherever. God will lead us the way. :)
H
P.S.
Thank You so much. You will always & forever will be my only cutest, sweetest, bubbly Cupcake. :-)
