Ang about sa "Why???..." (Multiply message from you to me)

We are still definitely more than that. I Miss You, My Love. I feel really bad, and I do Miss You a lot. I feel lonely when you are not here. I don't feel good when you are not here. I just feel weak and not being able to do anything. Yes, maybe I am weak. I became weaker every passing day. Not being able to realize that my immaturity has taken over me. I know I need to mature and grow up. I have been trying to sleep early, and these past few days, I have been. I napped most of the afternoons. But sometimes, I just couldn't sleep knowing that I am still worried about where you are and kept thinking about you. Every day you are always on my mind. And everyday, I feel weaker and out of breath feeling more depressed. We haven't been able to talk to each other for about a week already and it really feels bad and sad.
But I still have hope that we could get through this. I want to know how your trip went. I want to know all the places you came to see. I want to see you. I need to see you. We definitely need to make things right between us. I don't want us to fight. I really Miss You. And I want to spend time with you. I still am looking forward to the day we will have our picnics, swimming, running, laughtrips, foodtrips, movietrips, and everything else again. I know that we will be better. That we will keep on holding tight to eachother. I still do hold on tight, because I dont want to lose you.

Only 4 grades went out yesterday and here it is:
- Calculus = 3.0
- PE = 1.75
- Hum = 1.5
- Fil = 2.25
I am really glad that I passed Calculus, and I thank you so much for believing in me. Because of you, I did not loose hope. I will not loose hope. Because hope is what I have that keeps me running. I still believe and I do have faith.

I Miss You, Dear. Please Talk to me. :)