2011, the year of the Rabbit

I know we have had our ups and downs this year, especially that we had our long hiatuses and fights. I know that I still have a lot of growing up to do, and you have too. But I need more of that. I realize that I am indeed not giving it my all and still being as stubborn as a mule. I know I am hard headed. I know that I still don't know how to run this relationship. I am really sorry for my actions especially this 2011. 2011, this year that I have disappointed you, that I have let you down, that I have pushed us to the limit, that I have ruined our goals for this year. I am really sorry that I haven't been able to achieve anything this year. I feel that 2011 is not a good year for me. But I do still have hope for us. For 2012 is just around the corner. I know that hope is still there. When Pandora opened that box, all evil intentions and emotions covered the world, but one good emotion remained and that is HOPE. I still have hope for the best to come. And I still really am believing and having faith, especially on myself to become a better man. To deserve the things that I need to deserve, especially you. I do deserve you, but (as of my state now) I do not. And I will still strive to become a better person to deserve you back, to get this starting strong again and continue on to forever.

Time runs fast. 2011 ran fast. We had made a lot of memories too this year. It wasn't all that bad. We had our happy times that overshadows our bad times. We have now responsibilities (reponsibilidad) to do. I know I do have to set my priorities straight. I have to, that is one of my new year's resolutions. especially to stop cheating and stealing and lying, the greatest sins man could ever do. Man has always been mischeivous, and that is because of the devils that tempt us to do bad things. I have been tempted and I succumbed to evil. I need to become a better person to become a better man to everyone. Please help me. I know that we could still help each other out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! HAPPY NEW YEAR! Let us hope for the best this 2012. The world will not end. For us, it will never. We will make it on and live forever happily ever after. :) <:*>